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First off, i’d like to say i love you, no not just the kind of love as friend. The kind of love that has taken over not only my heart but my whole soul and mind. Honestly, i never thought i’d feel this way about someone…and i have felt this way before, and i’ve been broken from it and fuck i’m scared. That feeling of being broken and crushed was the worst feeling ever, but i know i will never give up on you. Never once did you not cross my mind when i thought about love or listen to those love songs on the radio. It was always you, always always. Even when you hated me, even when you moved on, i sat there and tried to move on…keyword TRY. I sat there and not only fooled the person but fooled myself. I tried to tell myself that i could move on i could get over this, i could push you away. But in the end it was always you. You know the person you think about before you sleep and wonder exactly what they are doing at this moment, and wishing you could talk to them cause thats all you want to do right now. Yeah that was you, and still is. The things we talked about, the way we felt the memories will remain forever.. i’m honestly so lucky to even meet someone like this, yet i haven’t met you in person but the internet is enough for me at least for now. If anyone made me choose you or them, it’d be you. Its always you, and i hate myself for ever even hurting you. I will never ever try to hurt you again, i promise you this. I won’t give up on you, your mine in my head you always have been mine. Even if you don’t feel this way about me, i don’t care, cause i know my feelings are real fucking real. And, no i can not fall out of love in 4 days…a week…a month. You saved me, you honestly have before..you gave me a reason to live and breathe, and for all of this i thank you, i need you..don’t leave me even if you do hate me, don’t give up on me. I love you, that is something i could never lie about.
