June 2010
2 posts
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April 2010
5 posts
i'm realizing how pathetic
i am @ 3:13 am, wow slow much? lifehouse and matchbox twenty speak to me….i can’t get enough…
never ever tell a girl ” i’m in love with you “ if you don’t mean it. nothing’s worse than giving her the wrong idea, even if you’re only expected to be good friends.
Do you ever just pause to think about how easily everything can change? It’s so scary how your whole world can become completely different in a minute. I love and appreciate my friends so much, I wish I was able to really tell them that. But I don’t know, the world just isn’t like that, you can never fully express that stuff, it just seems weird….
honesty you want honesty.
Lies I tell you every time we talk:
1. I’m fine.
2. It’s fine.
3. I don’t love you anymore.
4. It doesn’t matter.
5. I’m over it.
6. It’s in the past.
7. I don’t miss you.
8. It’s okay you don’t love me.
9. I forgive you.
10. I understand why everything changed.
11. It doesn’t hurt anymore.
12. I hope things work out for you.
...
February 2010
1 post
OH MY LORD!
I MISS YOU ALL! :”(
January 2010
60 posts
cant breathe cant breathe
crushed into a million little fucking pieces. god damn i wanna scream on the top of my fucking lungs, i wanna yell @ the tv i wanna fucking throw books accross the room i wanna breathe i wanna feel anything but this fucking stabbing pain through my chest. lies they hurt they hurt so bad, yet i still lie but when someone lied to me about everything, about there fucking life. about who they are,...
totally describes my situation
Everything I think of you changes constantly. I love you, I hate you, I need you, I want you, I am so much better off without you, you don’t deserve me, you’re everything to me. There are times I think I can get over you, & times when I know I can’t. There are times I flirt with other guys, & think maybe something could even blossom there because that guy could love me...
Dear Robert (and whoever stalks me)
First off, i’d like to say i love you, no not just the kind of love as friend. The kind of love that has taken over not only my heart but my whole soul and mind. Honestly, i never thought i’d feel this way about someone…and i have felt this way before, and i’ve been broken from it and fuck i’m scared. That feeling of being broken and crushed was the worst feeling...
fail for me!!
i need to control myself.
Current annoyance.
When dumb girls try and get in the way of a happy relationship. Some girls are just fucking drama, and some girls can’t stand being alone, and then theres the girls who are just complete bitches. But me? I’m as real as it gets.
